Welcome to my happily ever after...
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gratitude for 08-25-08
I am restless and feel like I'm climbing the walls tonight. I tried knitting but it can't hold my attention. Nothing on TV seems interesting longer than about 10 minutes.
One thing that I find particularly heartbreaking: my cat keeps walking around the apartment looking for the dog. I just said to him "I know....I miss her too."
Insert crocodile tears here. I'm crying so hard right now that I can barely breathe. Damn.
So instead of feeling sorry for myself, I'm going to make a list of a few things that I'm thankful for.
1) I'm thankful that my dad's health is good again.
2) I'm grateful that my sister's pregnancy is progressing well, and the baby is healthy.
3) I'm grateful for my job, and annoying and draining as it can be at times, that they still trust me despite my shotty performance the past few months.
4) I'm grateful for the people that have told me that they are there for me, through thick and thin. I've been both in the past few months. LOL.
5) I'm grateful for Alex, my faithful feline companion. He loves me no matter what a fuckup I can be.
Tomorrow is my opportunity to do things better than today.
7:24 p.m. - 2008-08-25
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