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heartbroken

I haven't written here in a very long time.  I have been using Facebook as an outlet for so long that I abandoned my diary here, however there are so many things that I can't talk about on Facebook that I am running back home to Diaryland to get a few things off my chest.

This past summer I started dating an angel on earth, and I really like this guy. Last week he complained of not being able to breathe, so he went to the ER where they admitted him immediately.  After he was there, he had a series of heartattacks and hasn't been conscious ever since.  His condition is very grave, and it is likely he isn't going to make it unless he has a heart transplant within the next few days.

I am heartbroken.

His family doesn't know about me, nor does his mother and father know he is gay.  As a result, I am not allowed to visit him at the hospital, and I haven't talked to him since he initially went to the hospital. All information I am getting about his condition is coming from his cousins on Facebook. It has been excruciating.

I don't think of myself as a particularly religious person, but I have talked to God all week praying that he gets better.  I am not praying that he get better so that he and I can return to our lives together.  I am praying that he can return to his life and live the life that he is supposed to be living.  He is only 29 years old.

11:02 a.m. - 2010-12-27

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