Welcome to my happily ever after...
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not amused
Oh goodness...I've been trying to write all day but work keeps sucking me in. I hate it when my job gets in the way of my private time.
Anywho, last night was chill. Guess what I did? I FUCKING WENT AND WORKED OUT!!! I know what you are thinking....BFD, right? Keep in mind though that since I started my meds I haven't given a shit about anything, much less body image. If I become a fat fuck, who cares? I'll just find me some chub chaser boyfriend that loves me the way I am. ha. Really though, I weighed myself at the gym and I'm only about 3 lbs more than I ever was. I just don't carry it very well.
Then when I got home, I cooked dinner and went to bed. I didn't even watch any TV. Can you freaking believe that? Doesn't sound like me, does it?
Tonight I'm going for drinks at Mo Mong with my friend Robert. When I told Carlos not to expect me home tonight because I have plans, I could tell that he was dying for me to tell him what I was doing. I didn't. He gave up his rights to know what I'm doing when he dumped me, right?
I wish I could write more but work is kinda busy today.
Remind me to write later about how my employers are listening to my phone calls here at work. I was not amused.
2:52 p.m. - 2004-09-28
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