Welcome to my happily ever after...
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get some help
I need help. My drinking is out of control. All the free time I have with the long weekend only leads to trouble. I have lied to Carlos about a million times in the last 3 days to cover up that I've been staying up all night drinking myself into a stupor. After three nights of this, my poor body aches I am so tired, but as I write this, I must admit that my brain is flirting with the idea of going and picking up another 12 pack of beer. I drank 18 beers last night in the course of about 6 hours.
I am completely powerless when it comes to this. It is killing me, both physically and emotionally.
As I write this, the tears are pouring down my face.
I need to get some help. I can't do this alone.
7:19 p.m. - 2004-09-05
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