Welcome to my happily ever after...
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BF abducted by aliens
I now have DSL. No, not Dick Sucking Lips....I already have those silly! Computer DSL. I went home and was on the internet all night long. The strange thing was that now that I have a fast internet connection, I didn't feel like looking at porn. Instead I downloaded music all night long. I expect to get my subpeona in the mail any day now from the music industry. I'm getting some tunes to rev up my new workout routine I'm starting on New Years. I need some peppy music to put on my MP3 player.
Things here are a bit slow here today at work. I'm not sure why, but I'm going to savor every moment of it. I can tell that around 3 PM every day, that will be when to go into turbo mode. I didn't do that yesterday and 4:15 came along and I was the only person still in the building working. I'm not going to make that mistake again.
I don't have any grand plans for New Years yet. It's one holiday I've never made a big deal of, however I have some cute new clothes and I want to go do something to show them off! Mario's friend Joe is having a get-together, and I am hoping that we might be able to crash it. He's the one that has the really upscale snooty parties with the free-flowing wine and beer. They live in a posh townhouse over in the gayborhood, and every time I'm there I'm terrified I'm going to break something. I generally have a good time though. Maybe I can make some new friends.
I go through such phases. I'm just getting over a stay at home mode, and I'm slowly changing back into my stay out all night mode. I'm not sure why...maybe because I have a steady income again.
OMG. I packed my bag to stop at the gym on the way home yesterday, but when driving home, I got so fed up with all the traffic that I just kept going. I will def stop today though....my BF is home all day long. Not that I dislike being around him, however since he fucked up last Friday night, he's been kissing my ass and trying to touch me and stuff. I guess that's his form of grovelling. LOL...shows how well he knows me. I'd rather him wash the dishes once in a time.
Speaking of! I got an email from him yesterday saying he wants me to make him a list of chores for him to do in an effort to help me around the house. I think my real BF might have been abducted by aliens because these words have never come out of Carlos's mouth in the 4 years we've dated. Where is my real BF...this one is an imposter. But seriously, I think this stems from guilt, so whatever he did, it must've been B-A-D.
I caught one of my coworkers checking out my ass a minute ago. Too bad it was a woman.
I wonder what ever happened to Hot Legs? Maybe I'll see him at the gym today.
9:23 a.m. - 2003-12-30
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