Welcome to my happily ever after...
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a night away from here
I'm not going to even see Carlos much this weekend. When I got home from work yesterday, he went to Tasha's house and didn't get home until about 9. Then he went to bed. He got up and went to work around 7 AM today and is going to his best friend's house afterwards. I guess maybe he's trying to punish me.
I called Seth last night and told him that I finally got an HIV test. I also confided that for some reason I'm feeling iffy about the results. He got another call and told me he'd call me back, but I haven't heard anything yet. I called my best friend to tell him I think I'm HIV +, and he won't even return my call. It doesn't make me feel good at all.
I've decided that I'm going to spend the night at the folks house. I need a night away from all this. I need my mommy.
12:58 p.m. - 2003-07-12
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