Welcome to my happily ever after...
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I miss porn
Wow. They turn off the heat at work on the weekends when no one is around, and as a result it is about 60 degrees in here right now. My feet and hands are a bit numb. I'm about to put on my heavy coat and gloves sitting here at my desk!
I got lots of rest this weekend. I needed it pretty badly because I was sick when I left here on Friday. After moving Carlos' stuff in the rain this weekend, I was convinced that I'd be on death's doorstep today, but surprisingly I feel pretty darn good. A tad sleepy, but good nonetheless.
I'm in my last week here before I start my new job. I'm trying to keep from picking up any more projects that I won't be able to finsh before I leave. You know, neither one of my supervisors have made one comment to me about me giving my notice? I find that hard to believe. My friends are all asking if I thought they would counteroffer. I assume they are not. They could never match the difference in pay that I will be making.
I was thrilled when I came in this morning and Mimi wasn't here. She was just running late though and is here now. I have these elaborate dreams of telling her off when I walk out of here on my last day, yet I know that my best plan of attack career wise is to walk out of here with dignity. Plus you never know if I will need to come back here, God forbid.
I haven't written in a while about my drinking and smoking. That is because there hasn't been any. None at all. In weeks and weeks! Living with Carlos has definitely taken care of that aspect of my life, and I guess I should be glad. Yet somehow I find myself somewhat resentful. Also, there hasn't been more porn either due the the fact that I am never home alone.
I don't miss the drinking because of the horrible hangovers.
The smoking I miss at times for example when I see someone smoking on TV. Not smelling like smoke has been a bonus.
The porn, however, I miss like a sonofabitch.
12:46 p.m. - 2003-01-13
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