Welcome to my happily ever after...
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Noah's Ark
Ok....someone left a note for me giving me Frank's (from Trading Spaces) personal website. I must say, his son is a dreamboat. Maybe Frank's not queer after all....but hopefully his son is!
I don't have any big plans this weekend. Carlos is off work, and he wants me to come spend the weekend at his house. Well, I am not extremely jazzed about that for a number of reasons. Although his lesbians are out of town this weekend, however the Noah's Ark of animals are still there. I break out in hives from pet hair. Also, I will have to go 48 hours without a cigarette because I don't smoke around Carlos. I am going to be like a crack whore looking for a hit after that long. It should be interesting, to say the least. The only thing that I am particularly looking forward to is going out on Saturday night. Some of his friends are coming over to his house to drink a bit before we go out, and then we are going to hit a couple of bars. These are the guys that I reconciled with a few weeks back, and I never thought I would see the day that we would all be hanging out again. Honestly, I am not 100% comfortable with it, but part of being in a relationship is putting up with his friends that I may not care for. He hates some of my friends, so I somehow I guess that makes things even.
I have made a pact with myself that I won't have much to drink unlike the last time when I ended up getting drunk off wine. Please God let me stick to it.
I don't understand what part of me craves independence so badly. I longed for Carlos to get back together with me, and now that I have him I find myself reminiscing about all my free time I once had. I am fucked in the head.
I still haven't heard anything yet about that job I interviewed for a few days ago. My boss in on vacation until next Wednesday, and I'm fairly confident that I will have to wait until then.
If patience is a virtue, then I am a heathen.
I don't think I'll be able to update over the weekend since I won't be at home. Have a good weekend all....
Go out and get yourself some.
12:50 p.m. - 2002-07-26
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