Welcome to my happily ever after...
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wow
Here I am. What do I say?
I am drunk. Drunk beyond words. Drunk beyond rational thought.
So what do I have to say?
Nothing good I tell you. I spent the night alone without Carlos obviously, and I drank lots of beer. I watched 20/20, I watched Howard Stern, I watched Wild On!, I watched the very last Politically Incorrect.
I was surprised earlier. I was looking at porn and I found something that shocked yet aroused me! About a year ago I was on gay.com and saw a guy that I thought was dreamy. He had a web site , and I looked at his pics G rated as they were, and I thought "Wow, what a hottie!"
Tonite I was on an amateur porn site and I saw his naked pics! Damn! I had looked for the URL to find him again just to see him clothed, much less naked, and I couldn't remember it. Well. Fuck me.
I was on a porn site tonight and saw his naked amateur pics. Fuck me. I don't even know what to say.
Wow...
11:48 p.m. - 2002-06-28
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