Welcome to my happily ever after...
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it hurts
It hurts. It hurts down in those small dark corners that I rarely visit or think about much anymore. I�m not sure why I am hurting so badly over someone that I barely even know. I don�t think the pain comes from the thought of losing Danny as much as from the thought that I am unsuccessful with yet another guy. The problem is not with Danny....at least he is just the way that he is. The problem is that I am not willing to tolerate being treated less than special. Perhaps that is in the long run a good problem, but a painful one nonetheless.
Maybe I just expect too much from men. Maybe I have delusions of grandeur. Maybe Danny is just a pig.
Who knows.
All I know right now is that it hurts.
7:32 p.m. - 2002-04-22
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