Welcome to my happily ever after...
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should I order a pizza?
I'm kinda sad tonight. Have you ever noticed that when people are not really happy with their life they rationalize and make the best of a bad situation? That is what I feel like I have been doing lately.
I rationalize and say that I am so happy being alone, yet down deep I wish that I had someone to share the trials and tribulations of my life with. At least I do right now, at 11:06 PM on March 16th, 2002.
Honestly, I don't think I need a man to make my life complete. I honestly get mad at people who feel like they need a soulmate to feel like a whole person...but sometimes I would love to have someone to tell how my day went. It's been a long time since I've had that.
You know, I don't put myself in positions where I can meet boys. I hang out with lesbians in the event that I actually go somewhere, therefore I never go anywhere conducive to meeting guys. Plus, I just don't ever feel like getting dolled up to go where the boys are. Unless Prince Charming is a pizza delivery guy, I'm shit outta luck. Those are the only boys that ever come to my house....lol.
10:55 p.m. - 2002-03-16
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