Welcome to my happily ever after...
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hideously kinky
I'm back from my lunch with my boss, and I survived. It wasn't extremely pleasant, but I did it! Mainly she asked lots of questions about where I would like to go in the company and stuff like that. I figured that maybe they were cleaning out my desk while I was gone, but sure enough my crap was still here when I got back. Damn...
I am so sleepy today! I was a naughty boy last night and stayed up too late....I discovered a web sight a few months back where if you have a webcam you can both broadcast and watch other people. Well, let's just say that I didn't stay up til 1 AM watching guys clean house. Why would I do that you ask? Good question...
I was talking with a friend of mine about how sexual matters can make you temporarily retarded. Why is it that I get mad at anyone who calls after 10 PM because I need my sleep, yet I can stay up until 1 AM looking at online porn. Go figure...
Anyways, like I was saying, I have discovered that I have a bit of a voyeuristic/exhibitionist streak in me. I never knew that before about myself.
You know, I hear about these people who have these really odd sexual fantasies such as stepping on bugs and having others take a crap on them, and I have to wonder how they get to that point?
Do they start out as quiet, "do it with the lights off" types like me, then get kinkier, and kinkier, and kinkier, and then before they know it have machines to hook themselves up to to get off?
Food for thought. Am I headed that way?
1:44 p.m. - 2002-02-27
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