Welcome to my happily ever after...
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salsa, meringue, wallflower
Maddey and I went out tonight. We went to a hispanic gay bar. It was fun...we chatted with some fun guys.
But let's start from the beginning.
Carlos and I had dinner tonight. We went to Barnaby's and ate ourselves silly. I miss eating like crazy and then calling each other Carnivorous Wilson like the old days. If you are a bitch, you will know what we mean...
Well, we came back here and something happened. We ended up making out like crazy. Like crazy I tell you.
But I finally ended the kissing. I want to earn it I guess. So he left.
Then I went out with Maddey. We were determined to go somewhere new. I took her to a new lesbian bar, and she took me to Inergy, the gay hispanic bar here.
We had fun there. Although I spent the whole night saying "that guy is cute...he kinda looks like Carlos!"
There were so many cute boys there. Damn, so many. But I was too shy to talk to anyone other than the guys that I ran into that I already knew.
Maddey had a blast there, learning how to meringue and salsa dance.
I just stood there and tried to look cute. I guess it didn't work. No one but my friends talked to me.
Oh well....
And what is up with the Carlos thing?
After all I have tried, why now?
2:48 a.m. - 2002-06-02
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