Welcome to my happily ever after...
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Viagra, here I come
Well, I saw my cop again yesterday, and it was great. For reference sake, I must come up with a pseudonym for him, so we shall call him Ethan (being a cop, no one knows he is gay...not that anyone reads my diary anyways, but you never know). Well, Ethan and I had crazy animal sex in the shower and then lay on the bed talking afterwards. He saw me online around 5:00 or so and asked if I wanted to get together. I would have preferred to take him out to dinner or something like that, but he already had plans to go see Cirque de Soleil downtown. So I was a big slut...big deal. I can own up to my sleaziness...
Well, I am not sure what is going on with us, although he did say that he would take me up on my offer to go out to dinner sometime. We shall see. I am still stinging from my last venture into the dating world where that asshole never called me again. I never even got a response after I sent that email. Like I said, it�s just karma paying me back for the hundreds of guys that I never called back either. It�s just different when it�s me!
One bit of trouble last night...after playing around for a while, I lost my erection and couldn�t get it back up. Poor guy tried and tried to no avail. What the fuck is up with that? I�m 30, not 60! I have never had issues with that. I haven�t been living the most healthy lifestyle, and I admit that I had drank the night before. Usually that just makes me even more horny, but not this time. I was not amused...
5:59 p.m. - 2002-01-27
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