Welcome to my happily ever after...
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labor day can suck it
It's actually a relief to come back to work today. I should have known better than to think I could handle 4 days off where no trouble would ensue.
It was a bad, bad weekend.
I found out lots of things about my ex, as well as things in my apartment that proves he wasn't the saint while we were dating that he claimed to be. Now, let's get one thing straight: I know I fucked up when it came to that relationship, however his involvement in enlisting others to badmouth and pester me long after his departure takes it to another level entirely.
Basically, all those feelings of guilt and shame of what I did to him have now turned into hatred, disappointment, and resentment. In an odd way, this is perhaps a sort of closure to me because now that I hate his guts, it makes it easier to move on and go forward.
I sure miss that dog though.
11:37 a.m. - 2008-09-02
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