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Things are bad right now. I haven't completely fallen off the edge yet, however it can't be far away. Yes, I relapsed to epic proportions.
At one point this weekend, I realized how far I'd gone down when I snapped out of the haze and realized I was at what was essentially a crack house in Dallas. Fortunately the "friendship" with these folks didn't last long because I knew it wasn't my scene. Don't worry...I didn't shoot up. I also know the reason I didn't click with these folks is because I still think I'm better than all this. So I waited until I was sober enough to drive home, then just came home and partied with a more local crowd. Nuts.
I need to do some serious thinking.
3:09 p.m. - 2008-04-01
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