Welcome to my happily ever after...
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disappernted
Monday morning. Grrr. It's going to be an interesting day because I moved offices on Friday, and my phone and computer and in old office, but my belongings and files are in the new one. And they ain't close together, Boo.
I was disappointed yesterday by someone with whom I recently made a pact with to stop using meth. I know...I am only responsible for myself, but I am disappointed that he gave in. Let me explain: I saw him on Yahoo messenger yesterday morning when I got up around 6, and I sent him a note asking why he was up so early. He turned it around on me and said "Why are YOU up so early? Did you go to bed last night?" (read as "do drugs"). I told him that I get up every morning at 5 AM, and sleeping in on weekends can be hard for me.
Anywho, when the truth came out, he was hanging out with the people I am working so hard to get away from. I thought about it yesterday, and now he is guilty by association as well. My main coping skill is to avoid people, places, and things, and therefore he is on the "blocked" list. It makes me sad, but I have to take care of myself. I can't have that around me.
Dammit. I am disappernted. Another man down.
08:28 a.m. - 2008-02-18
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