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heartbroken
I haven't written here in a very long time. �I have been using Facebook as an outlet for so long that I abandoned my diary here, however there are so many things that I can't talk about on Facebook that I am running back home to Diaryland to get a few things off my chest.
This past summer I started dating an angel on earth, and I really like this guy. Last week he complained of not being able to breathe, so he went to the ER where they admitted him immediately. �After he was there, he had a series of heartattacks and hasn't been conscious ever since. �His condition is very grave, and it is likely he isn't going to make it unless he has a heart transplant within the next few days.
I am heartbroken.
His family doesn't know about me, nor does his mother and father know he is gay. �As a result, I am not allowed to visit him at the hospital, and I haven't talked to him since he initially went to the hospital. All information I am getting about his condition is coming from his cousins on Facebook. It has been excruciating.
I don't think of myself as a particularly religious person, but I have talked to God all week praying that he gets better. �I am not praying that he get better so that he and I can return to our lives together. �I am praying that he can return to his life and live the life that he is supposed to be living. �He is only 29 years old.
11:02 a.m. - 2010-12-27
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